Dear is booking in today at 9.15pm. Just spent 2 days of the weekend with him. Well, at least better than nothing. It's tough for the past 3 weeks. Everyone must be thinking that I'll looking forward to next sat, 23/10/04. But in true fact, I'm not. I'm looking forward to 13/11/04. why? Coz it's my last paper and i'll get to see Dear after his one week of field camp! Coz he can't book out on 30/10/04 due to field camp... But from 13/11/04, he can book out every saturday liaoz!!! Now, he's on his way to book in... My heart's sad... but can't be helped... Gonna study to pass the time... Just hope that I can split into two, accompany him on his way while the other me stays at home... I miss him since this afternoon we parted at my flat's lift...

Tomorrow Dear is booking out!!! I'm soooo excited! hahahah... very restless the whole day. but managed to listen to lectures. =) he's coming out liaoz! FINALLY can touch him! got close to a month didn't hug him, dun kiss him... feels weird without him. he does call me everynight. but telephone calls can't be compared to the human touch... i wish the night passes faster, so tomorrow arrives earlier!

today's finally the long-awaited day! woke up at 6.15am this morning to get ready to visit Dear at Tekong. Really very excited. Even though only slept for 5 hours, I'm not a bit sleepy at all! Went to Tekong with his mom today. When we reached Tekong, we saw 2 rows of GREEN MEN! YIKES! EVERYONE LOOKS THE SAME!!! So there began MY QUEST IN SEARCHING FOR MY BOYFRIEND!

Firstly, I began my scanning for the few tall guys. yeah... at least the potential candidates shrunk. hahahaha... Next! To look for the SHINY DARK BLUE SPECKY GUY WITH THE NERDY LOOK! hahaha... THERE! I saw my boyfriend from afar. His mom couldn't even find him! hahahaha... and he was so afraid that we'll miss him, he stuck his head out! =.='''

Well, he did change physically. More masculine liao. More muscle-toned. Can't even find fats in his arms to pinch him. :-(
His tummy is gone. For your information, he doesn't have '6 countries merged in 1'. just that little fats bulging out from his jeans sometimes. yeah.. those were the days. Now the uniform looks damn nice on him. To speak the truth, I've a fetish for guys in uniform. Now that Dear has become so fit, and the uniform fits a PERFECT T on him, WOAH! YUMMY! Better than Brad Pitt!

We couldn't hug, much less hold hands! wat stupid rules are those? DOES HOLDING HANDS HAVE ANYTHING DEMORALISING EFFECT ON A SMALL LITTLE RECRUIT!? aduh! We're like 2 lunatics, can only STARE and STARE at each other. like ET! ya! ET!!! the index fingers connected, then all the thoughts flow to each other's mind via the connection at the index fingers.

He's become a little more tanned. ya... Miss him lots. HE'S BOOKING OUT NEXT SATURDAY!! I'm looking forward to this coming saturday!!!

Last but not least, HE LOOKS EXTREMELY GOOD IN THE UNIFORM! GREAT BODY MAN! WATCH OUT GIRLS! HE'S MINE! Muahahahahah!!!!!

YEAH!!! tomorrow i'll get to see DEAR FINALLY!!!

sianz... not done with the religion essay.. still at the body... dateline drawing nearer n nearer... Oct 9th...